Im suppose to limit myself to one just one entry per day.But i just need to vent my anger.

Today suppose to be a very bless day for me,after going to church.Bud somebody just spoil the holy spirit within me.

I went to play soccer with my friends later in the evening.There were this SON OF THE MOTHER, i have no idea what happen to him earlier in the day, maybe his father never give him pocket money today or his hand did not please his manhood.This MOTHER'S SON decided to provoke me for some reason.He is definitely older than me..judging from his group of people.Yet he behave like some juvenile deliquent by acting like a parrot, replying everything i say in a sacastic way.I dunno why he acted this way, maybe he have prejudice against tall people or something.He succeeded in pissing me off which i reacted..well..in a way.But i told my frenz i went to church today and i am not suppose to behave like that.

Come to think about it, i always come back in one piece.Maybe i am being blessed.For the record, no man in the world has hurt me physically...yet.The only time i end up with a blue black in when i fought with my sister when i was young.

If only my friend can come over and gimmer a pat on the back or say something to make me feel betta, not neccessarily retailate with me.

I went to East Coast yesterday with my Band Of Brothers to have our own mini barbercue, together with their WAGs (Wife and Gfs). East Coast is a very nice to place to chill,peaceful and serene.It also make me reminiscent about us walking down the stretch...Thoughts of her surface throughout(well...no matter where i go i still think of her).It is also the place where we first meet : )

Anyway its nice...Thanks for the companionship.

I break my virginity today.I went to church on this very sunday for the very 1st time in my life.Thanks Gladys to bringing me there, i appreciate it. You are a nice person, the lord will bless you.Well..truth to be told, i did not feel much spiritual during the stay..inspite of all the motivating talk from the pastor.I think its becos of the place itself, i always thought that a church look exactly like a church you see in the movie scene, where people get married.You will see the Big cross hanging on the wall..the windows are tinted with painted graphic.But it wasn't..in fact its just a small room in one of those commercial building.Gladys then told me this is actually a secondary place for christian service..the main church is over at Kovan. I understand the location count for nothing but i just dont feel spiritual or peaceful..in fact i cant feel the lord presence, maybe he went for a short break or i wasn't fated for the lord.Afterall i was preached about buddhism all my life by the parent.Little did i know that Guan Yin Goddness is buddhism, i always thought that so long there is a statue in the alter..its taoist.

Anyway i hope my dad wont find out about it.This father of mine is a anything-but-buddhism disciple, and he is super cynical about Jesus..he simply like to criticsize bout christianity. I hope the lord have mercy and dun punish him for his foul mouth. He is just another Male Chavunistic Pig living in his Mao Zhe Dong era.Sad to say but we are living in a democracy society with " freedom of speech". Im not even afraid if he found out bout this posting becos he dont understand english. Thank God my dad is a typical cheena.

At the end of the day, he is still my father and im still his son..no doubt about it.And as for church..i dun mind finding out more..but have baptized..is currently out of question..i am still procastinating.

The newly wed
The now uncle and aunties

These are my very pioneer friends i met in my life.They are the group are people whom i used to enjoy with..but time flies..we all have our own issues to deal with.Truth to be told, i dun really enjoy the jokes they crack, the topic they talk about..due to me being different..i still enjoy spending time with them..sometimes by just being there is more than enough.Friends are for life.

And also becos of attending his wedding..i did the unthinkable..i ask my mom " hey..would you accept that i find a woman who is older than me? she replied without much thinking " so long u are happy" i add on " wad if she is alot older than me, too old to have kids?" she pondered for a moment and she said "You make your own choices, but u must know whether if you will be happy to be with sombody like that" and then she told me that i am still young..still have time to find someone else and she ask me to bring that woman to meet her.

I realise that my mom really care about me and want me to be happy, it always take something special to make me realise things like that...not that im not aware that she does..but words are always remain unspoken.Deep down i know that....no matter what i do, whether she like it or not..she want me to be happy..and that is all i need.I know she loves me, and i love her too.Hey mom if ever the day i break your heart, i want you to know..i didn't mean it and i love you.

Come to think about it, i have all my basic needs met and i should be happy.But life is not that simple..isn't it?

Good bye my heart.Rest in peace :)

Im standing on the edge.Somebody please help.

Im a certified Juvenile with zero creativity.

YJ

YJ is back again.

Sometimes you just got no idea what to write, becos there's nothing worth jotting down.

Went to watch 10,000 BC with lotti last night.The storyline was quite simple but it was nice..full of action. Its about a mammoth hunter who is in love with this blue eye girl and emerge into a hero.It kinda inspire u in a way, wanting to be like him.

Anyway, there are tons of nice movies coming up. Step up 2, perhaps perhaps?, harold and kumar 2, that will farrell basketball comedy and so on.what's with me?

I have to keep myself busy, keep myself motivated for this period of time.If not i think i will go bonkers.Thank God i have my friends around.I should thank my friend instead.

Here is some interesting lesson that we can all learnt : )

Four Management Lessons

Lesson Number One

A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A small rabbit saw the crow, and asked him, 'Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?'

The crow answered: 'Sure, why not.'

So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Management Lesson: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.

Lesson Number Two

A turkey was chatting with a bull.

'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree,' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy. 'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. 'They're packed with nutrients.'

The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it actually gave him enough strength to reach the first branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fortnight, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon he was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.

Management Lesson: Bullshit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.

Lesson Number Three

When the body was first made, all the parts wanted to be Boss. The brain said, 'I should be Boss because I control the whole body's responses and functions.'

The feet said, 'We should be Boss as we carry the brain about and get him to where he wants to go.' The hands said, 'We should be the Boss because we do all the work and earn all the money.' And so it went on and on with the heart, the lungs and the eyes until finally the asshole spoke up.

All the parts laughed at the idea of the asshole being the Boss. So the asshole went on strike, blocked itself up and refused to work. Within a short time the eyes became crossed, the hands clenched, the feet twitched, the heart and lungs began to panic and the brain fevered. Eventually they all decided that the asshole should be the Boss, so the motion was passed.

All the other parts did all the work while the Boss just sat and passed out the shit!

Management Lesson: You don't need brains to be Boss, any asshole will do!



Lesson Number Four

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out!

He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard he bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him!

Management Lessons:

1. Not everyone who drops shit on you is your enemy.

2. Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.

3. When you're in deep shit, keep your mouth shut!