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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Isn't she lovely?



Alot like love was nice! Ashton kutcher and amanda peet..she's really gorgeous. The show was hilarious..a bit of sweetness..and makes u feel so good..lots of twist and turn..but thank god they got together..if not i have to kill the director.
Friendship has been put to a test..anyhow..come what may..nothing i can do but learn to deal. And hopefully no more drinking..i like it but its time to stop.








; la vérité ,
vous rendra libres at Tuesday, February 24, 2009 ♥




Sunday, February 22, 2009
















Hasn't been blogging, well im back. I just pass all my module..which means i can finally obtain my diploma cert. I should be happy..but i wasn't..i know i could have completed earlier..anyway..fuck it.

Has been doing all the " wrong " things for the past few weeks. Anyhow this is a very private posting. So please dun read it..its a confession of a teenage trouble queen.lol

I took a stick last week, which i shouldn't have..it taste like heaven. Last night, i took another 3 stick..yes i am fucking guilty, but it was shiok man. The temptation did not left me at all.Times n times i resisted.Anyhow..i shall try to keep control my urge.

Speaking of urge, my sexual urge was pretty high this few weeks..in fact all the while it was there..(i have HSD)..it din help for the places i go..where temptation was all time high..i let my animal instinct ovverule me. Althou there wasn't any real activity gg on..i felted guilty for some reason.the ironic part is that i have no one but myself to account for what i have done..perhaps it got to do with my faith..but then again..being a pretty liberal human being..i do understand that im just being a man..having a humanly urge but i feel bad.

Maybe i should be playing the devil adovcate..im just being alive..there's no right or wrong and i shouldn't be judging myself..Life is short..we should be happy and at the same time "enjoy" life..haha..it aint easy to be a man.Alright..i hugged a woman last night..my hands was all over her body..she kept pushin me away..she played with my hands..i shall stop elaborating.Full stop

A man is just like an animal, the only thing that separate a man from an animal..is value.
Find that man, it just wasn't me.

Something to cheer..i always pondered over my sexuality..my doubt was over : )

; la vérité ,
vous rendra libres at Sunday, February 22, 2009 ♥




Sunday, February 01, 2009




Chingay is finally over!

After months of commitment..dragging myself for the meeting, together with my remodule and driving. Everything is finally over. I have no idea how did i fare but i dun feel good at all, perhaps its becos i din work hard enuff. But i definitely gain more than i lose.

Chingay was an eye opener, should have taken pictures of those performers.there were all kinds of costumes with striking colours,thats comes in different designs. Anyway, being a trainer for 1st time..it was definitely a good exposure for me althou i din do particularly well.



Today was the first time i organise a reunion dinner with my friends, i think it turn up fine..all thanks to my mom who prepare all the food.






Anyhow..after all that has been said and done.. i experience some mix feelings..a part of me felt empty, i cant be sure why i felted this way..i mean..i should be feeling good..technically.






As for my dear vanggie, i dunno what to do or say..just hope u be fine. I always know things like that will happened..becos nothing will turn up smoothly..becos u cannot take things for granted. You must learn ways to take care urself..in such a way that nobody can affect you becos you are prepared and u stand firm...and that u need nobody but urself to live the life that u want and be truly happy. I have no idea what the hell am i saying but if you happen to read this...learn to forgive and forget..whatever the outcome is. Because it takes a great man to forgive and a little man to point his finger to the man with his fault. : )

; la vérité ,
vous rendra libres at Sunday, February 01, 2009 ♥




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