Sunday, March 30, 2008
Im suppose to limit myself to one just one entry per day.But i just need to vent my anger.
Today suppose to be a very bless day for me,after going to church.Bud somebody just spoil the holy spirit within me.
I went to play soccer with my friends later in the evening.There were this SON OF THE MOTHER, i have no idea what happen to him earlier in the day, maybe his father never give him pocket money today or his hand did not please his manhood.This MOTHER'S SON decided to provoke me for some reason.He is definitely older than me..judging from his group of people.Yet he behave like some juvenile deliquent by acting like a parrot, replying everything i say in a sacastic way.I dunno why he acted this way, maybe he have prejudice against tall people or something.He succeeded in pissing me off which i reacted..well..in a way.But i told my frenz i went to church today and i am not suppose to behave like that.
Dear lord,Forgive us for our sin as we forgive those who sin against us.Do not bring us to a test, but deliver us from evil.Amen
Come to think about it, i always come back in one piece.Maybe i am being blessed.For the record, no man in the world has hurt me physically...yet.The only time i end up with a blue black in when i fought with my sister when i was young.
Sometimes i wondered if the problem lies with me or people that i came across.I always encounter situation like that.I am not a aggressive person, but if you step on my tail i will snap. I am a civilise person living in a urban society and thus i do not believe in violence, only babarian who never went school would do it.
If only my friend can come over and gimmer a pat on the back or say something to make me feel betta, not neccessarily retailate with me.
I hope my sin are washed away by the shokubusu shower foam i used today.
; la vérité ,
vous rendra libres at Sunday, March 30, 2008 ♥