I went to East Coast yesterday with my Band Of Brothers to have our own mini barbercue, together with their WAGs (Wife and Gfs). East Coast is a very nice to place to chill,peaceful and serene.It also make me reminiscent about us walking down the stretch...Thoughts of her surface throughout(well...no matter where i go i still think of her).It is also the place where we first meet : )

Anyway its nice...Thanks for the companionship.

I break my virginity today.I went to church on this very sunday for the very 1st time in my life.Thanks Gladys to bringing me there, i appreciate it. You are a nice person, the lord will bless you.Well..truth to be told, i did not feel much spiritual during the stay..inspite of all the motivating talk from the pastor.I think its becos of the place itself, i always thought that a church look exactly like a church you see in the movie scene, where people get married.You will see the Big cross hanging on the wall..the windows are tinted with painted graphic.But it wasn't..in fact its just a small room in one of those commercial building.Gladys then told me this is actually a secondary place for christian service..the main church is over at Kovan. I understand the location count for nothing but i just dont feel spiritual or peaceful..in fact i cant feel the lord presence, maybe he went for a short break or i wasn't fated for the lord.Afterall i was preached about buddhism all my life by the parent.Little did i know that Guan Yin Goddness is buddhism, i always thought that so long there is a statue in the alter..its taoist.

Anyway i hope my dad wont find out about it.This father of mine is a anything-but-buddhism disciple, and he is super cynical about Jesus..he simply like to criticsize bout christianity. I hope the lord have mercy and dun punish him for his foul mouth. He is just another Male Chavunistic Pig living in his Mao Zhe Dong era.Sad to say but we are living in a democracy society with " freedom of speech". Im not even afraid if he found out bout this posting becos he dont understand english. Thank God my dad is a typical cheena.

At the end of the day, he is still my father and im still his son..no doubt about it.And as for church..i dun mind finding out more..but have baptized..is currently out of question..i am still procastinating.