Tuesday, April 29, 2008
I did yet another stupidity act that is beyond your wildest imagination. I did it anyway, and i have failed. Which is why i am able to write this silly post of mine right about now. It was yet another act of impulse which makes me doubt about my maturity.Perhaps im still a emo juvenile who never been through shit. Or its just a learning process that i have to go through. Thank god that my family and friends who are there for me.Wait..i think i should thank them instead.
Ms ohla just came back from china, catching up with her was nice. I should really learn from her, on handling stress or problem that cannot be solved by oneself. She was a much stronger person than i expected. And alot of things are more than meet the eye, sometimes we should not see things on the surface. And shits always happen, we must learn how to handle it.
There are 3 kind of people in the world. The penis, the pussy and the asshole. The penis want nothing but screwing the pussy, the pussy thought everyone can get along. Then there is the asshole who did nothing but shitting. And if the penis is not going to screw the asshole, he just gonna shit on everyone else. (
ha..this is extracted from some movie..doesnt make sense but its funny)Its getting late..perhaps i should carry on tml.Life is still a long way to go.
; la vérité ,
vous rendra libres at Tuesday, April 29, 2008 ♥
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Dear Diary,
I did something silly yesterday.I drop her an sms, even though i know she wont reply.But i waited..she really never reply...my heart sank..once again.This is yet another stupidity act that i should refrain from doing.I just wanted to know how is she doing.Nvm..fuck it.I shouldn't be dwelling over in anymore, i try my best not to.
I fail my adv theory again.Inspite of not revising enuff, i still harbor the tots of passing it.Im the new definition of an idiot.Anyway, my practical still go on..since my instructor tell me he can get mine TP at anytime.
I still have 3 more sup paper to go.Somebody please pray for me.
What is this feeling I have?
I seem to love you
But other times
I seem to loathe you
I can't be without you
Or maybe just without anyone
I think about you all the time
But why do I have this feeling?
I long for your voice
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely lust?
Extracted from some web.Sigh
P.s : Mich if you see this message help me change my blogskin.You have my username and password right?
; la vérité ,
vous rendra libres at Thursday, April 17, 2008 ♥
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Rose are Red
Violet are Blue
No matter what i do
All i think about is you
Give me back my point of view
Cos i Just cant think for you
No words can describe how much i miss you
; la vérité ,
vous rendra libres at Wednesday, April 09, 2008 ♥
Friday, April 04, 2008
I did a Mission Impossible today, tom cruise ur time is up.I jog from Hougang (victor hse) to Tampines st 71. And its really far..so far that i can only run there..end up walking back..and the whole journey took like 3 hours?I hope i wont date anyone that stay in the west.
Our Body seems to be like car, after a rough start..you will be crusing at a constant speed..well..after the petrol has dried..u need to "top up" before you can carry on.In other words, you can actually run faster and smoother after a short and puffy distance.I must have got a big lungs..after smoking so much i still run that far. Just the old tampines road itself can makes you short of breath. And i must say its really dangerous..there is no paveway over there..you have to run over the grass patch at the side of the road, and there are those little rocks that you might trip over.
Finally i reached, i was covered with sweat ; from head to toe. It has been a long time since i came, nothing has changed..everything looks the same to me.So i kept walking around..hoping that i would bump into her..and then pretend to tell her i was just jogging past here and ask her how is she doing..
My sweats are all dried up and shes no where to be seen. I knew that every friday she have badminton on this hour and yet i harbour the tot of bumping into her. Now, this is pure stupidity.
Anyway if she saw me..she would be even more disappointed wit me. So, not a bad thing afterall..take it as a nice workout. But if this is what it takes to get to see her, and talk to her..i'll do it..even if i have to do it everyday, i have all the stamina..dun worry.
But jogging back is a really different issue, i gave up after reaching old tampines Road.Becos its not the same..no more vision no more goal..jus gg home.
YJ is such a fool.Stop doing all these silly things.Apologise to your body.
; la vérité ,
vous rendra libres at Friday, April 04, 2008 ♥
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Little did i know that the song No Me Ames (Please dont love me) sang by J Lo and Marc Anthony is such a sad song.I found the direct translation from andrea fonseka's blog.
MAN:
Dime porque lloras-----------------------------Tell me why are you crying?
LADY:
de felicidad--------------------------------------From happiness
MAN:
y porque te ahogas----------------------------And why are you so choked up?
LADY:
por la soledad----------------------------------Because of loneliness
MAN:
di porque me tomas---------------------------Tell me why are you holding
fuerte asi, mis manos-------------------------my hands so tight
y tus pensamientos---------------------------And your thoughts seem to carry you away
LADY:
Yo te quiero tanto-----------------------------I love you so much!
MAN:y porque sera---------------------------------And why is that?
LADY:
loco testarudo---------------------------------Don't be so crazy and stubborn
no lo dudes mas------------------------------Stop doubting me!
aunque en el futuro---------------------------Even if the future holds
haya un muro enorme------------------------a vast emptiness for me
yo no tengo miedo----------------------------I'm not afraid
quiero enamorarme quiero enamorarTE------I just want to love you
MAN:
No me ames-----------------------------------Don't love me
porque pienses--------------------------------because you think
que parezco diferente-----------------------I seem different
LADY:
tu no piensas que es lo justo----------------You don't think it's right
ver pasar el tiempo juntos------------------for us to spend this time together?
MAN:
No me ames--------------------------Don't love me
que comprendo----------------------because I know
la mentira que seria-----------------what a lie it would be!
LADY:
Si tu amor no merezco-----------------If you don't think I deserve your love
no me ames----------------------------then don't love me
mas quedate otro dia------------------Just stay another day here...
MAN:
No me ames----------------------------------Don't love me
porque estoy perdido-----------------------because I'm lost
porque cambie el mundo-------------------because I change the world
porque es el destino------------------------because it's destiny
porque no se puede------------------------because this is impossible
somos un espejo---------------------------We are like
y tu asi serias------------------------------a mirror image of each other
lo que yo de mi reflejo-------------------And you would become what I am
LADY:
No me ames---------------------------------Don't love me
para estar muriendo------------------------to be dying
dentro de una guerra-----------------------in a war of regret
llena de arrepentimientos
No me ames---------------------------Don't love me
para estar en tierra-------------------to remain tied
quiero alzar el vuelo------------------to the ground
con tu gran amor-----------------I want to soar with your love
por el azul del cielo--------------through the blue sky
MAN:
No se que decirte-----------------I don't know what to say
esa es la verdad------------------That's the truth
si la gente quiere-----------------When people want to
sabe lastimar----------------------they can really hurt you
LADY:
Tu y yo partiremos---------When you and I part
ellos no se mueven---------they will remain unmoved
pero en este cielo-----------But now, in this big sky
sola no me dejes------------don't leave me all alone
MAN:
No me dejes, no me dejes------------Don't leave me...don't leave me
no me eschuches---------------------Don't listen to me
si te digo "no me ames"---------------when I say "don't love me"
LADY:
no me dejes, no desarmes------------Don't leave me
mi corazon con ese "no me ames"-------Stop breaking my heart with that "Don't love me"
MAN:
No me ames, te lo ruego------------Don't love me, I'm begging you
mi amargura dejame----------------Leave me with my bitterness
LADY:
sabes bien, que no puedo-----------You know very well I can't do that
que es inutil-------------------------That it's useless
que siempre te amare--------------That I'll always love you
MAN:
No me ames---------------------------Don't love me
pues te hare sufrir--------------------I'll only make you suffer
con este corazon que-----------------with this heart
se lleno de mil inviernos--------------that is full of a thousand winters
LADY:
no me ames------------------------Don't love me
para asi olvidarte------------------to forget
de tus dias grises-----------------your sad grey day
squiero que me ames--------------I want you to love me
solo por amarme-----------------because you love me
MAN:
No me ames---------------Don't love me
tu y yo volaremos-----------You and I
uno con el otro----------------will soar with each other
y seguiremos siempre juntos------and continue together forever
LADY:este amor es como el sol que sale---------This love is like the sun
tras de la tormenta---------------------------that comes out after a terrible storm
BOTH
como dos cometas------------------Like two come
tsen la misma estela------------------in the same galaxy
MAN:No me ames
No me ames
No me ames
LADY:No, no me ames
No me ames
No me ames
No me ames
Somehow every song can relate to you, one way or another.
I miss you
; la vérité ,
vous rendra libres at Wednesday, April 02, 2008 ♥
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