Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Gonna be really really busy soon. Monday and Thursday night classes, tues and wed and sunday chingay rehearsal. I still have my practical lesson. I guess i gotta postpone my guitar.
The second part is dedicate to you Mich.
During the time i was really down, nothing could get into my head. All the advices and encouragment just couldn't lift me up. It was only after a period of time then i started the realise wad i was told, was right. I guess time really play a crucial part in healing ur god damn wound.
Anyway w/o having to go thru this, i guess i probably be still the same old person as i am, stagnanting, not doing anything productive..u know. But thank god ( im a buddhist, its just an saying), i took up faith and i decided to use this force( agony) or wadeva u call it...as a spring to push me forward to really change and doing the right thing.
Call it sour grape or wadever, sometimes love is really over rated. I have many friends who are attached but they dun seems to be alot happier or being different. Yes it would be really nice to have a special someone beside u. But half the time its not as special as u think it is. How many times i have seen couple quarreling over some little things such as choosing where to go? Half the time couple stay together is simply becos they do not have to courage to let go and find somebody better when they are not happy with each other after the honeymoon period is gone. They are afraid that they cant find some else better, which is not necessarliy true.
Love is not about holding each other back, but moving forwards together. No point being with someone who keep stopping u from doing wad u want when all that person want is u spending time with him/her.
I was single by choice, and the choice wasn't made by me. Time to move on mich, life is beautiful : )
; la vérité ,
vous rendra libres at Tuesday, October 07, 2008 ♥
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