Chingay is finally over!
After months of commitment..dragging myself for the meeting, together with my remodule and driving. Everything is finally over. I have no idea how did i fare but i dun feel good at all, perhaps its becos i din work hard enuff. But i definitely gain more than i lose.
Chingay was an eye opener, should have taken pictures of those performers.there were all kinds of costumes with striking colours,thats comes in different designs. Anyway, being a trainer for 1st time..it was definitely a good exposure for me althou i din do particularly well.
Today was the first time i organise a reunion dinner with my friends, i think it turn up fine..all thanks to my mom who prepare all the food.
Anyhow..after all that has been said and done.. i experience some mix feelings..a part of me felt empty, i cant be sure why i felted this way..i mean..i should be feeling good..technically.
As for my dear vanggie, i dunno what to do or say..just hope u be fine. I always know things like that will happened..becos nothing will turn up smoothly..becos u cannot take things for granted. You must learn ways to take care urself..in such a way that nobody can affect you becos you are prepared and u stand firm...and that u need nobody but urself to live the life that u want and be truly happy. I have no idea what the hell am i saying but if you happen to read this...learn to forgive and forget..whatever the outcome is. Because it takes a great man to forgive and a little man to point his finger to the man with his fault. : )
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