Wednesday, September 10, 2014
Had a troubled day..worried and petrified..I just realise that I have breached something and I might into get into deep shit if this has been found out. The question was..is there a breached? would it be traceable ?
I went home and I chanted..as I was fearful and helpless.tried hard to show any distress in case my super sensitive mom found out..
felt better after chanting..decided to read sensei diary given by Darren..I flip to bday date..sensei wrote about being reprimanded by toda sensei..thereafter..there was another entry when sensei wrote the word " bored" ..it just dawn on me how "humanly" sensei was.
decided to keep a record of my tots and feelings for each day..and hope to look back at all of this someday..
; la vérité ,
vous rendra libres at Wednesday, September 10, 2014 ♥